I dont wanna argue anymore.
It hurts me too.
I know I'm not perfect.
But we separated for a reason.
Our Gods are different and our future is uncertain.
You wouldn't know how much I have cried myself to sleep.
I'm doing this because it is the best for you.
My friends told me I shouldn't be selfish and to let you go.
So I am....
But I will never forget the good times we had and you truly are the best I ever had.
Someone whom I know would risk his life for me.
You had everything. You were my everything.
But I'm sorry it had to end this way.
I couldn't bring myself to tell you not love me anymore because I knew I still love you...
I am only hurting you more by holding on to you. I can't be unfair. You have to be free...free from this misery.
I'm sorry Adi.
Just so you know. I still love you. so much that it hurts.

left her thoughts ♥ 2:42:00 AM